Bloody (poonchkie) wrote in southburbs_bdsm,
Bloody
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daddy-less

i no longer have a daddy. :(
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how'd that go? *hug*
i told him i couldn't be with him anymore because i could do better. then he said i prolly could and wished me luck. i'm still sad, even though i act all tough n' stuff in front of him. i haven't been w/o a bf for a long time, and it's gonna be really hard for me not to just relapse back to D. we have kept talking to each other at a minimum, which i think is good. we're still friends. but i made a firm promise w/myself that i won't even attempt having sex w/him for at least 3 months. if we were friends w/benefits, i'm afraid things wouldn't change and we'd still be in the same rut, just not thinking of ourselves as a couple.

i really want a daddy though. an experienced one who i don't have to teach stuff to. i spent so much time getting D aquainted to the lifestyle that i don't think i could spend even more time w/someone else. FUCK. and it's not like i can just go to a singles event and expect to find men who know (or even practice) ageplay. i've never dated before. i'm kinda lost. i dunno how it works, what to do. i feel like a moron.

i don't think i should have a man for a very very long time. i don't think i should even look for another man for awhile.
There are plenty age play events I'm sure around the city. I'll look and ask around for you. Check out alt.com if you havent already.

Meanwhile if you need someone to hang out with, like I said, lets do China town or something.

I think you made a good move. for now find a nice grrl ;)
I'm so sorry. :(